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Melanie Fletcher

~ Mutterings of a Tired Mind

Melanie Fletcher

Category Archives: Cats

Where did the year go?

23 Monday Sep 2024

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Oh, right—I was recovering from cancer surgery, my sister and BIL came to visit, then we lost Jessie, and then there was the whole run-up to the election distracting me. Never mind.

So what’s happening in Casa Fletcher right now? Well, I am currently searching for contract technical writing or instructional design work because we need a buttload of repairs done on this house, I’m doing my best to finish up another Nicola book (which will bring my total of published books to 19), and I’m trying to improve my mood. I’m very, very tired of being broke and worrying about bills all the time, and the Brit is desperately homesick and wants to see his family again, hence the search for contract work.

Apart from that, everything is pretty much all right. There’s no sign of cancer in my jaw, I’ve pretty much regained full use although parts of my jawline are still numb and may be that way permanently, I’ve lost more weight and am currently at 277, and I am developing a raging desire to do some Swedish Death Cleaning and get rid of a LOT of the stuff in this house. Only problem is, more than half of it is some form of electronics that belong to the Brit and he wants to hang onto them Just In Case. Which I cannot fault him for—his hobby is resurrecting antique computers and he does use some of the stuff he’s hoarded. But I would really like to get access to the craft room again, which is currently chocka with electronics and old computer bits. Maybe I can convince him to winnow through it this fall, who knows. I can certainly go through a lot of my stuff in the meantime and get rid of it, but where can I dispose of over 20 porcelain dolls? I don’t want to chuck them in the garbage, but do little girls even want them these days? Decisions, decisions…

Jessica Fletcher—Murder, She Purred (2012-2024)

11 Thursday Jul 2024

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In early June I took Jessie into the vet because she had been wheezing and coughing a lot. After an x-ray of her chest the vet opined that it was asthma (possibly seasonal or regular, she wasn’t sure) and sent me home with two weeks’ worth of cat steroids. Gave them to Jessie, and she definitely perked up and felt better. But her cough never completely disappeared.

Fast forward to this weekend, when the cough came back with a vengeance. I went in Monday to get more cat steroids and gave them to her Monday and Tuesday, but her wheezing and coughing grew worse and very wet sounding. Wednesday morning she kept throwing up her food in little foamy puddles, so I brought her back into the vet who took another chest x-ray. Apparently there was something odd in the one from June but she wasn’t sure if it had been Jessie’s arm.

This time the picture was clearer, and the upper lobes of at least one lung and most likely the other one were pretty much opaque. The vet said that this was most likely one of two things—some sort of mass on her lungs, or congestive heart failure. Since the only way to make sure would be an expensive ultrasound and a mass would mean Game Over, we decided to try treating this as CHF and start Jessie on a diuretic, with heart meds to be added if the diuretic worked.

She gave Jessie a shot of the diuretic and I took her home. She had a relatively good night—she drank lots of water and peed her brains out, had a bowl of tuna, and we loved on her every chance we got. She went to sleep in my office with a water bowl at her side. When I woke up Thursday morning, however, her breathing was still incredibly rough and she was occasionally opening her mouth to gasp. Clearly this wasn’t CHF as the diuretic would have improved her breathing, which meant it was the other thing.

So we said our goodbyes and I brought her in to our vet. Jessie relaxed with painkillers and oxygen, and passed peacefully while I stroked her and told her how much we loved her. I like to think she’s currently hanging out with Uncle JJ and Uncle Jordan while my father feeds her tuna and tells her what a pretty girl she is.

The vet said we did the right thing—she took another look at the X-rays last night since coughing isn’t a common symptom of CHF, and realized that the dark patch we saw on the x-ray was in the right place for thyroid lymphoma, which is rare in cats but does happen. One symptom is coughing, and part of the chemotherapy protocol is steroids, which is why they made her feel better in June then stopped working. If I hadn’t called them this morning, the vet was going to call me and tell me to bring Jessie in.

It isn’t fair, it isn’t right, but it is what it is. So my sweet silver girl Jessie is off on her next adventure, and we will have to get used to the hole she left in our lives.

Oh, Blargh Redux

17 Monday Jul 2023

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The place is closed up like Fort Knox—all the blinds are down and drapes are drawn to keep the inside shady and as cool as possible naturally and ease the load on the AC units. The only other large appliance allowed to run during the day is the refrigerator—anything else has to wait until well after sundown and preferably when the temps drop back into the 80s. We’re doing our best to reduce the load as much as possible on Anita Gigawatt, dontchaknow.

And for some reason Jeremy had decided to become my shadow today and is following me everywhere meowing. He’s had food, water, treats, pettings, and playtime so I dunno, maybe the air quality is bothering him, too. Granted, it’s not nearly as bad here as it’s been farther north and east, but it ain’t great either and my sinuses have not been happy.

Wait, do cats have sinuses? Okay, according to Google they do, so maybe his are aching as well. I’d offer to squirt some saline up there but I suspect he wouldn’t be happy about it.

And to top things off our internet went out around 5 PM and didn’t come back until 9 PM or so, which meant that the Brit had to play catch-up late this evening on the work he missed (no fun since he has an early start time tomorrow morning). On the plus side I cranked out 3K today since I didn’t have any distractions, so yay?

Enjoying the Brief Respite in the Heat

16 Sunday Jul 2023

Posted by Melanie Fletcher in Arts and Crafts, Cats, Quilting

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Of course, it goes back up to triple digits tomorrow and will continue that way until Friday, but today it’s been in the eighties here, cool enough where I can crack a couple of windows open and let some fresh air in, much to the J Crew’s delight.

And mine as well, I must admit. I’m currently ironing t-shirt pieces to precision-cut fusible interfacing so that I can sew everything together without the jersey stretching. While doing so I’m standing next to one of the just barely opened windows and enjoying the slight breeze and the outside air.

Don’t get me wrong—I’m still sweating because I am a large broad and I’m hovering over a hot iron. But fresh air feels good.

And for some reason Jeremy has decided that today is the day he needs to follow me everywhere and meow loudly at me. He’s has food, clean water, treats, the litter boxes are acceptable, and I’ve played with him and brushed him. He still wants more attention. I don’t know if he’s trying to capitalize on the fact that I’m not in my office (it’s easier to do the ironing/trimming in the dining room) or what, but my beloved Orange Boy is starting to get ever so slightly on Momma’s nerves, yeah.

Never mind—I know I’ll miss him when he’s gone so I’ll put up with the, “Meow? Meow? Meow” right now.

Feeling Moderately Better

18 Sunday Jun 2023

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At least I’m upright and in good enough condition to sweep the downstairs, wash soiled litter collection mats and the Bachelorette Pad tray, wipe down the kitchen counters, do a load of laundry, and prep an episode for release on Kindle Vella tomorrow.

On the plus side Lyndon brought back curry for dinner yesterday so I have a lovely lunch waiting for me when I get hungry. We lucked out—we used to go to this place in Richardson that was on his way home from work years ago, but nowadays it’s one hell of a hike just to get some curry. Lyndon found a place a few blocks from us and we tried them about a month ago and absolutely fell in love with them. They’re Hyderabadi-Indian so they’re a little spicier than we’re used to and they don’t have onion bhajis, but their samosas are divine and their chicken korma is awesome. If this doesn’t kill whatever bugs are coursing through my body, nothing will.

The Daily Grind

13 Tuesday Jun 2023

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Due to a minor financial crunch I’m sticking to a strict budget for the week and staying away from most stores (I’ve done a stock-up at the supermarket and that will last us until Friday).

Unfortunately, that leaves me in the house with a whole lot to do and not a lot of opportunities for breaks. On one hand, yeah, that’s good because I kinda have to get all the things done (quite apart from the writing and indie publishing work, there’s all the cleaning, cooking, and other adulting tasks that are part of my daily life).

On the other hand, it really helps my mental health to get out of the house occasionally, which makes store runs great. Why do I need to get out of the house? Mainly because I need a change of scenery as much as anyone. And because while I love the J Crew, I do need the occasional break from being Mom and grooming them/petting them/feeding them/playing with them/et al. They aren’t happy when I go into my office and close the door, and lately Jeremy has been planting his big orange butt outside my door and yowling plaintively until I give up and let him in. Adorable as they are, actually leaving the house proper gives me some very necessary space from their feline needs.

And before you say, “Go for a walk” allow me to remind you that it’s something like 90% humidity and temps in in 90s here right now and yeah, this fat woman does not want to keel over in the middle of the sidewalk from heat stroke, thank you very much. Plus I’m already getting my steps in with my treadmill.

I think I may re-institute something Lyndon and I used to do during the height of the pandemic—when the cabin fever got really bad we’d go out for a long drive and just wander around Plano, Richardson, and north Dallas. Couldn’t hurt, and maybe I’ll find some new and interesting stores for when I have money again.

Back to Work

30 Tuesday May 2023

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I’ll take Sunday off, I promise.

But I got a lot done today for Nicola, and then I went into the garage and finished a gorgeous little silver decoration from an antique shot plate. It looks like a little Victorian doodad and I’m going to use it with a Petoskey stone cabochon for a pendant. This is going to look glorious when it’s done, very stylish and elegant. Can’t wait to hammer out and finish some of the smaller decorations and start using them in my scrollwork earrings.

Speaking of which, I hit Daiso today for some kitchen things and picked up a little tray that will be perfect for holding my plasticine while I put together those finickity little earrings. I didn’t get started on the amber earrings yet and it’s a little late to do it now, but I’m going to solder together all the bezel cups I need for that tomorrow, then try out the plasticine/investment soldering method. Wish me luck.

Also, I have a large orange cat currently sprawled next to me who really, really wants a chunk from the pork chops that are cooking for dinner. I keep trying to explain to Jeremy that there’s no way he could take down a pig in the wild, but he doesn’t care—he loves him some pork. Weird cat.

Apropos of Nothing

26 Wednesday Apr 2023

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  • It never ceases to amuse me that Eric Bana, Scarlet Johansson, Natalie Portman, Benedict Cumberbatch, and Andrew Garfield from The Other Boleyn Girl went on to play The Hulk, Black Widow, Jane Foster/The Mighty Thor, Doctor Strange, and Spiderman in the MCU. I am nothing if not a font of meta knowledge.
  • I still have to gird my loins and do battle with our internet provider tomorrow and I would literally rather get surgery on my other knee. It’s difficult for me to explain the soul-scouring hatred I have for talking to strangers on the phone, and even worse I know I’ll be offered other packages over and over again and have all kinds of delaying tactics thrown at me until they finally agree to cancel the cable.
  • Considering that I loathed the Sex and the City movies, I’m surprised to discover that And Just Like That is actually pretty entertaining. Although I still want to smack Charlotte occasionally.
  • Jasmin has started a habit of hiding under the bed (well, more accurately in the box spring) when we go to bed. Which isn’t that much of a problem, really, until she gets fed up and starts smacking me awake so that I can let her out.
  • Apparently Florence + The Machine is coming out with a new album? I think? They just released a song called Mermaids in any case.
  • I understand the issues with Ezra Miller in The Flash, but based on the latest trailers featuring Michael Keaton as an older Batman I’ll go see it for his performance alone.

A Little Bit Better

25 Tuesday Apr 2023

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The nice thing about knowing that I have weather migraines is that what helps regular migraines—caffeine, sugar, and aspirin—also helps weather migraines.

So I’ve been indulging in all three today (I must admit, the sugar is in the form of Blue Bell Tin Roof ice cream, which is my absolute favorite ice cream flavor and is only produced occasionally so I have to buy it when I see it. Then again, it’s really just vanilla ice cream with a chocolate ribbon and chocolate-covered peanuts so I should be able to make it at home). In any case the magic trio have allowed me to be relatively compos mentis.

Which was necessary because I had to go out and hit Joann’s for the stuff I need for the harlequin jacket (lightweight fusible webbing, some muslin to test the new pattern, and thread spools for the serger I’m going to use for the first time, whee), then stop at the store for dinner fixings et al. After that I came home, worked on Nicola’s WIP, and did a half hour on the treadmill while listening to Taylor and Rodan from Pod Is My Copilot talk about running a 10K at Disneyworld last weekend.

Have I mentioned that I would really like to do a 5K at some point? Because I really would. But to do it in 45 minutes I would need to maintain a speed of 4.7 MPH and walking at 2 MPH for a half hour leaves me dripping with sweat. I know, I know—I need to build stamina. I’m working on it.

In any case the clouds are most definitely building to the west and south so this migraine was spot on when it came to predicting bad weather. But it’s still sunny at the moment and the local rabbit families are making the best of things and scampering around on the front lawns playing tag (or maybe trying to make baby bunnies, who knows). While all of this is going on Jemma and Jasmine are absolutely fascinated and are watching from the front window. Those two are the hunters in the J Crew so it’s not surprising that they’re keeping an eye on “meat on the hoof” and making the occasional hunting chitter. I keep having to explain that there are even larger predators out there, including falcons that could carry Jasmine off, and they’re safer staying inside and eating canned food, but I don’t think they believe me.

One Month

22 Saturday Apr 2023

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J.J. has been gone for a month. Which isn’t strictly true—March 22 was a Wednesday, which meant that the four week anniversary was on April 19. But none of that really matters.

I still miss him. I always will, and if that sounds weird to some people I don’t really care. I also know that it was time. He was old, tired, and hurting, and his passing was a blessing for him. I know he’s fine, wherever he is, and he’s not in pain anymore. That’s a good thing.

And it’s been a lot easier to clean the house this last month and get stuff done without constantly having to keep an ear out for him or do the assorted chores necessary to keep him clean, dry, and comfortable. The living room doesn’t have the faint smell of pee anymore and I’m not constantly buying pee pads or running 4-5 loads of laundry every day to wash his bedding. And I do appreciate that.

But I miss the healthy young cat who would follow me from room to room, who would curl up at the foot of the mattress while I slept, who would stay by my side when someone came to the door, ready to leap on the interloper if they tried to hurt me. He wasn’t a lap cat and didn’t like being picked up or held until his later years, but he would sit on the back or arm of my chair and just hang out with me while I wrote or watched TV.

He was my heart cat and I want him back, and I know that won’t ever happen. So I just have to keep on keeping on, and take good care of the rest of the J Crew, and maybe someday I’ll see him again when it’s time for me to move on. I would like that.

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