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Happy May Day!

01 Monday May 2023

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And a most blessed Beltane to everyone who celebrates.

As for me, I’m plowing ahead with all of Nicola’s writing plans and grabbing time at the jewelry bench whenever I can, in between trying to keep the house tidy and trying not to worry every time I look at social media. Luckily I can have long talks with Lyndon and I always feel a bit better after that.

The ironic thing is, we could hit the lottery tomorrow and have more than enough money to keep us comfortable until death and protect our families, and I’d still be worrying about climate change, the health of trans and gay kids in the US, everyone in Ukraine, and all the other crap going on around the world. My friend Ann Mayburn posted this on her FB:

A grandmother speaking about the future; “I am terrified for my children… but I’m simultaneously wanting to experience grandchildren. I don’t know how to share that with them.’ It was simultaneous hope and fear.

I have found the word that describes my feelings on climate change. It’s a new word, invented by a pair of ladies who try to invent ways to express ourselves in this ever evolving world. They turned to Italian, combining the word nonna (grandmother) and paura (fear): nonnapaura. A word describing the fear of not for yourself, but for your grandchildren and the world they will have to survive in.

Anyone else have nonnapaura?

I know I do.

My Newest Sparkly: Moonrise

30 Sunday Apr 2023

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Got the dendritic quartz with moonstone cabochons set in sterling silver with a handmade bail, and even I’m surprised at how well this turned out. A friend said that it looks Art Deco-ish, and Lyndon says that it looks futuristic. I added the texture on the back plate with a very small ball burr for some visual interest (and to kinda make it look like the surface of the moon), and with the offset jump ring and bail it hangs straight on a chain.

And if you’re interested in buying this little beauty, it’s $60 with S&H within the US, and I can add an 18″ sterling chain for an additional $10 (I don’t automatically add chains to pendants because a lot of people prefer to switch out chains on the pendants they already own).

How Melanie Spent Her Saturday

29 Saturday Apr 2023

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In the garage on the bench, mainly. I have this pretty little triangular cab of dendritic quartz that looks like a moonrise over the limb of a planet, so I’m going to set it in sterling with three 5mm moonstone cabs along the lowest side. I think it’s going to be really cool and kind of mid-century astro-futuristic, if that’s a thing, when it’s done.

Once that’s done I have a laundry list of pieces to make:

  • a fossilized coral and citrine pendant
  • a set of garnet earrings
  • a plume quartz cloud pendant
  • a set of chrysoprase earrings
  • a set of faceted carnelian earrings
  • remake my larimar and aquamarine pendant

I also have amber and red tiger’s eye cabs to turn into earrings, then once I’m well and truly back into the swing of making jewelry I’m going to build single gallery settings (single-layer circles or ovals with prongs soldered on to hold a gem) for five flower-carved labradorite cabs and link them to form the bracelet from Shadow of the Swan. That one is for me because it would cost at least $200 if I wanted to sell it.

Once I’m comfortable with fabricating gallery settings, I’m going to practice making double gallery settings, then start setting some of the faceted stones I have. I have a beautiful lab-created spinel and ruby, a natural moldavite, and two amethysts that I’d like to turn into earrings.

So yeah, between this and writing the Nicola stories I’m gonna be rather busy for the next couple of months.

Further Down the Rabbit Hole

28 Friday Apr 2023

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I bet you thought our cable saga was over? Oh, no—there’s more.

Yesterday we got an emailed change order from the ISP confirming the time the tech was supposed to get here to install the new modem … and it turned out the rep told me a wee porkie over the phone. She offered me an internet bundle with a phone line for $140. I said we didn’t need a phone line—she said, “Oh, it’s free for a year.” By that point I had been on the line for 75 minutes and was tired so I said fine, we’ll take it.

Until I saw the change order. Yeah, no. According to the change order this “free” phone line is $19.99 a month, and that’s a promotional price that goes up after a year. So I went back to the ISP storefront to talk to the folks who handled the cable equipment (steam may have been coming out of my ears). I knew they had nothing to do with this so I wasn’t going to get mad at them, just the company.

Turns out they were confused as well while checking my equipment back in because they knew all I wanted was internet, no additional phone line. Also, apparently the phone reps are known for this kind of crap and that I am to come directly into the office if we have any more problems (it didn’t hurt that the manager I was speaking with was named Fletcher and his family came over on the Mayflower so it’s quite possible that he and Lyndon are related. When he found out what I’d been quoted for just the internet he said, “Uh, no. We can do better than that”).

Long story short: the new billing cycle had already started and they don’t prorate so we’re locked into the stupidly high cost for one more month, but after confirming that 1) we already had a wifi modem, and 2) I was married to a telecoms engineer who could install a modem on his own, they blew away the rep’s service change, handed me a modem, and set up a new service change with no additional equipment charges and no tech visit. Total price should be $89/month, which is about a third of what we’re paying now.

Oh, and after Lyndon installed the modem our download speed is now 280 mbps, up from 80 mbps. Muuuuch better. And yes, I know other people have 1 gbps down but we don’t download movies or do anything that needs that kind of bandwidth. Frankly, the 280 mbps makes us perfectly happy.

Well, That Was As Bad As I Thought It Would Be

27 Thursday Apr 2023

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I spent 75 minutes on the phone today trying to get the cable portion of our cable/internet bundle cancelled because 1) we just don’t watch it any more and 2) they tacked on an additional $40/month last year and nobody has that kind of money.

I don’t like talking on the phone at the best of times. I rely on seeing someone’s expression to know how to respond to them, and talking into a handset to a complete stranger makes me so deeply uncomfortable that I used to have to write scripts of what I was going to say when I was younger. I’ve gotten better at it over the years, but it is still not my idea of fun so you may understand why I really, really want a drink at the moment.

During my 75 minutes in retail hell I was offered various special cable packages five different times, turned them down five different times, asked why I didn’t want to accept these packages, and finally had to tell the rep, “We do not watch cable. We are not interested in popular channels. Please just cancel our cable subscription.” I know this wasn’t her fault and I did my best to be nice because I know she’s expected to try and upsell. But Jesus, Allah, and Zoroaster, that was tedious for both of us.

She then put me on hold twice, said there was something problematic with her system and she had to reach out to her tech support and could I hold? *sigh* Yes, I could hold. Apparently we were on an older system and it was very slow according to the rep. I think I wound up on hold five times as well. Granted, we’ve had this account since (I think) 2008 so I’m sure breaking up this bundle is complicated, but is it really this complicated?

Apparently it was because in the end they couldn’t separate our bundle as it was just too old. So I picked an internet service that comes with a speed upgrade and a handset that we won’t use but by that point I just wanted to scream. At least it will be about $130 less than what we’re currently paying.

However, because they have to move us to a new system and a tech needs to come out tomorrow and install the cable modem they’re charging us a fee for that. The time the tech is coming is also the one time that Lyndon has a training session tomorrow and can’t lose internet access. He’s trying to see if one of his colleagues can take it—if they can’t, I’ll tell the tech to come back later.

And I really need that drink now…

Apropos of Nothing

26 Wednesday Apr 2023

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  • It never ceases to amuse me that Eric Bana, Scarlet Johansson, Natalie Portman, Benedict Cumberbatch, and Andrew Garfield from The Other Boleyn Girl went on to play The Hulk, Black Widow, Jane Foster/The Mighty Thor, Doctor Strange, and Spiderman in the MCU. I am nothing if not a font of meta knowledge.
  • I still have to gird my loins and do battle with our internet provider tomorrow and I would literally rather get surgery on my other knee. It’s difficult for me to explain the soul-scouring hatred I have for talking to strangers on the phone, and even worse I know I’ll be offered other packages over and over again and have all kinds of delaying tactics thrown at me until they finally agree to cancel the cable.
  • Considering that I loathed the Sex and the City movies, I’m surprised to discover that And Just Like That is actually pretty entertaining. Although I still want to smack Charlotte occasionally.
  • Jasmin has started a habit of hiding under the bed (well, more accurately in the box spring) when we go to bed. Which isn’t that much of a problem, really, until she gets fed up and starts smacking me awake so that I can let her out.
  • Apparently Florence + The Machine is coming out with a new album? I think? They just released a song called Mermaids in any case.
  • I understand the issues with Ezra Miller in The Flash, but based on the latest trailers featuring Michael Keaton as an older Batman I’ll go see it for his performance alone.

A Little Bit Better

25 Tuesday Apr 2023

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The nice thing about knowing that I have weather migraines is that what helps regular migraines—caffeine, sugar, and aspirin—also helps weather migraines.

So I’ve been indulging in all three today (I must admit, the sugar is in the form of Blue Bell Tin Roof ice cream, which is my absolute favorite ice cream flavor and is only produced occasionally so I have to buy it when I see it. Then again, it’s really just vanilla ice cream with a chocolate ribbon and chocolate-covered peanuts so I should be able to make it at home). In any case the magic trio have allowed me to be relatively compos mentis.

Which was necessary because I had to go out and hit Joann’s for the stuff I need for the harlequin jacket (lightweight fusible webbing, some muslin to test the new pattern, and thread spools for the serger I’m going to use for the first time, whee), then stop at the store for dinner fixings et al. After that I came home, worked on Nicola’s WIP, and did a half hour on the treadmill while listening to Taylor and Rodan from Pod Is My Copilot talk about running a 10K at Disneyworld last weekend.

Have I mentioned that I would really like to do a 5K at some point? Because I really would. But to do it in 45 minutes I would need to maintain a speed of 4.7 MPH and walking at 2 MPH for a half hour leaves me dripping with sweat. I know, I know—I need to build stamina. I’m working on it.

In any case the clouds are most definitely building to the west and south so this migraine was spot on when it came to predicting bad weather. But it’s still sunny at the moment and the local rabbit families are making the best of things and scampering around on the front lawns playing tag (or maybe trying to make baby bunnies, who knows). While all of this is going on Jemma and Jasmine are absolutely fascinated and are watching from the front window. Those two are the hunters in the J Crew so it’s not surprising that they’re keeping an eye on “meat on the hoof” and making the occasional hunting chitter. I keep having to explain that there are even larger predators out there, including falcons that could carry Jasmine off, and they’re safer staying inside and eating canned food, but I don’t think they believe me.

Urgh

24 Monday Apr 2023

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I have no idea why but I woke up anxious AF this morning, spent the day stumbling around the house like a zombie, then plumped for Braum’s for dinner because I couldn’t bring myself to cook.

At which point something clicked and I checked the weather forecast for this week. Have I mentioned that I get weather migraines? They’re not painful but they do behave like little reversible strokes where my left side becomes next to useless, I get exhausted and anxious, and I can’t really focus on anything.

According to the weather report we’re going to start getting rain Tuesday night with a possibility of severe weather on Wednesday. That explains much. I’ll hit the store tomorrow and pick up some necessities (mainly TP and dinner stuff at this point), then rack the car in the garage for Wednesday and hope for the best.

And now, if you’ll excuse me I’m gonna go to bed early and hope that my brain calms down enough for me to get some sleep.

I Can See the Floor!

23 Sunday Apr 2023

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As part of Operation Finish All The Projects in 2023, I have been tackling the craft room over the last few weeks and working on cleaning/organizing it to the best of my ability. The original plan was that Lyndon and I would use it for our respective crafts, but over the years it has turned into a store room for various computer bits and pieces and a place where he would work on his vintage computers. There are so many computer cases, monitors, keyboards, boxes of circuit boards, et al piled in there that I couldn’t get to my dollhouse table or my storage shelving units.

Until today. I intend to keep working on it when Himself is off playing D&D, but I got the bulk of the stuff off the floor and I now have access to my table and two of my shelving units with partial access to a third. Plus I vacuumed and shampooed the carpet, which was desperately needed.

My dream is to completely organize everything so that all of our respective materials/equipment are clearly labeled and easily accessible. Which may be a pipe dream with the Collector of Old Computer Bits but I’ll do what I can.

Ironically, while doing this I found some really pretty pieces of pale lavender and gold jacquard fabric which I apparently wanted to turn into a jacket, judging from the cut-out pattern in the same bag. Interestingly enough it’s the same pattern that I modified the sleeve for, so I’m going to make the modifications to the front and back I’d planned on making back in February, then put together a muslin and see if it works. If it does, I’ll make the jacket. The interesting thing will be finishing the sleeves, since I don’t exactly have enough material for them. What I can do, however, is cut out blocks of both fabrics, arrange them on some lightwight fusible web, fuse everything together, then cover the joins with decorative stitching. Hey, this jacket is already going to be particolored so I may as well go full harlequin with the sleeves while I’m at it.

One Month

22 Saturday Apr 2023

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J.J. has been gone for a month. Which isn’t strictly true—March 22 was a Wednesday, which meant that the four week anniversary was on April 19. But none of that really matters.

I still miss him. I always will, and if that sounds weird to some people I don’t really care. I also know that it was time. He was old, tired, and hurting, and his passing was a blessing for him. I know he’s fine, wherever he is, and he’s not in pain anymore. That’s a good thing.

And it’s been a lot easier to clean the house this last month and get stuff done without constantly having to keep an ear out for him or do the assorted chores necessary to keep him clean, dry, and comfortable. The living room doesn’t have the faint smell of pee anymore and I’m not constantly buying pee pads or running 4-5 loads of laundry every day to wash his bedding. And I do appreciate that.

But I miss the healthy young cat who would follow me from room to room, who would curl up at the foot of the mattress while I slept, who would stay by my side when someone came to the door, ready to leap on the interloper if they tried to hurt me. He wasn’t a lap cat and didn’t like being picked up or held until his later years, but he would sit on the back or arm of my chair and just hang out with me while I wrote or watched TV.

He was my heart cat and I want him back, and I know that won’t ever happen. So I just have to keep on keeping on, and take good care of the rest of the J Crew, and maybe someday I’ll see him again when it’s time for me to move on. I would like that.

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